I had hoped by now i'd be really psyching myself up for the op.
but the op is not going to happen yet. QEH is disintegrating. And thats disgusting.
What's worse, there is no alternative date for the op. Some other date for me to hold on to.
Just so that I can plan what not to do and can do. So for now I have to reorganize my thoughts. I'll have to learn how not to be too whimsical. Damn..
